Step Back, Thread
Palm, And Finish Form
by Gene Ching -- Head Shaolin & Tai Chi Instructor
Dear readers, submitted for your approval are a few fleeting
observations on the martial journey just before the millennium.
If you have been following our little newsletter up until
now, you may have noticed reoccurring symbol that has
been a consistent thread through a few of our previous
issues - the Buddhist Wheel, or Dharmachakra. This was
unintentional, subconscious on my part perhaps, but believe
me, I wish I could have planned it so elegantly. The wheel
is a symbol of change. Right now, as we all approach the
greatest turn of the clock that any of us will live to
experience, it seems only fitting to close the millennium
with one more allusion to the wheel. After all, if Y2K
comes and goes, and we experience no change, won't that
be anticlimactic?
Personally, it is a time of great change for me. As I
write this, my wife is expecting our first child. For
once, I am following my martial brother and fellow instructor
and employee Onassis Parungao, who many of you already
know from his articles and fine customer service here.
He recently became a father too. In fact, I have just
returned from my fourth journey to Shaolin Temple, where
part of my mission was to ask my monk master Shi Decheng
to choose a Chinese Buddhist name for my baby.
As I reflect on my unborn child's future, I find myself
flashing back like Caine to his days with Master Po. I
remember my own childhood when I first walked into Lam
Kwoon. Back then, our school was in a converted storage
garage just down the street. It was a mere fraction of
the size that our school is now. There was one tiny closet
of a bathroom that we all took turns sharing as a changing
room. Sifu Lam's office was little more than a counter
he built by the garage door and weathered sofa where he
read his Kungfu books. There was just enough room for
two people to recite a set at a time, as long as it wasn't
one of the long weapons. But there were also advantages
to being a small school. There were no instructors; Sifu
Lam ran every class and taught every student, all by himself.
What's more, we all wore real silk uniforms, tops and
bottoms, tailor-made by hand by Sifu's first wife. I remember
practicing lots of blocking drills and horst stance back
in "the day". It was then when Sifu Lam began
me on my own Shaolin journey that has been the connecting
thread for the majority of my life. It has taken me around
the world five times, and now, it has given my child a
name.
Back then, Lam Kwoon was just a small fish in the martial
sea. But from these modest beginnings, Wing Lam Enterprises
arose. It was Sifu Lam's dream to create an unprecedented
video series that documented the breadth of his teachings,
the complete systems, but he needed full-time help. Strange
at it may seem, I was working as a swordmaker on Folsom
Street in San Francisco at the time. While this might
sound like a romantic job, in reality it is shop work
- harsh, dirty and dangerous. After a few industrial accidents,
such as catching a metal splinter in my eye, I was quite
ready to accept my Sifu's offer. After all, it was a dream
come true. My day job was my passion, Shaolin Kungfu.
Besides, when my Sifu asked me to serve as the first full-time
employee in his fledgling company, well, that was an honor
that I could not pass up.
The first days were the hardest days. Running the school
was difficult enough. Some days I would find myself leading
as many as five classes: a morning, two children's classes
in the afternoon and two evening classes. But that was
great fun, because I got to work out a lot. The real challenge
was to create the video series. Sifu Lam had it in his
mind what he wanted to create. It was my job to see that
this vision was actualized in video. Very soon he hired
a second employee, our Shaolin Instructor Gary Shockley.
My job was to script the narration and help run the school
while Gary Filmed and edited. That's often his voice you
hear over the narration on our videos. Sifu Lam, of course,
demonstrated. We would shoot every weekend, and assemble
it over the week. It was furious work, but we all learned
a lot from the process. Together we made over 75 videos
in less than a year almost exhausting Sifu Lam's knowledge
at the time. However, times change and since then, he
learned more. We never stop studying here at Lam Kwoon
so our video production is an open-ended process. There
is always more uncharted territory to explore.
Our next hurdle was to distribute them, so in 1994, we
made our first catalog. But in typical Wing Lam Kungfu
fashion, we added more than just videos. Our martial way
is to strive for excellence, and this has always been
reflected in our approach to this business. Naturally,
we included the selection of uniforms and weapons that
we already sold at our school. Sifu Lam's second wife,
Lynn, got her family in Beijing to send us martial arts
books from China. Furthermore, my wife was a book buyer
at that time, which gave me access to even more book suppliers,
in particular our best selling title, Shaolin Kung Fu,
Treasure of Chinese Nation by Xing Yan. We were the first
to offer it at the lowest price - $19.95. It remains one
of the best items that we offer and if you haven't got
one for yourself by now, what's keeping you? That book
gave me my first real preview of Shaolin Temple, and just
in time because the following year was my first pilgrimage
there.
Since 1995 was the 1500th anniversary of Shaolin Temple,
it seemed a good time for me to go. Well, needless to
say, it was a phenomenal experience. I brought back as
much as I could, and we followed up on contacts I had
made there to bring to you so many of the special Shaolin
items that we have now. We also fused our school newsletter
and our catalog into one publication. You are now reading
volume six, issue three of that publication. Furthermore,
through this column and through publishing articles in
many of the major martial arts magazines, I wrote several
articles on Shaolin, the most in English. I even have
the exceptional honor of having two simultaneous cover
stories last September. Both stories were on Shaolin,
of course. And to think that it all began with Sifu Lam
sitting me in a horse stance back at the old storage garage
down the street.
Now my Kwai Chang flashback fades to only a few weeks
ago. Instead of sitting in a horse, I am sitting in a
dilapidated hotel room in the village near Shaolin Temple
with my other master, monk Shi Decheng. He passes me a
name he has chosen for my daughter, selected in the traditional
manner using Chinese Astrology, along with a gift for
her - a jade pendant of the goddess of compassion, Kuan
Yin. We chat about how his life has changed now that Shaolin
Temple has grown in popularity again. These days, his
mission has become teaching abroad, so he is frequently
on the road spreading Shaolin Kungfu and Chan Buddhism
around the world. As with Wing Lam Enterprises, it appeals
to my own egotism to think that I had some significant
hand in both of my teacher's successes since I have done
so much work to help promote both of them. But in fact,
they have had more impact upon my success. After all,
without them, I would have never found my way going to
and for on the Shaolin path, and from walking up and down
on it. I'd have no teachings or teachers to promote. I
can't help but ponder the interconnecting threads behind
it all; teacher to student, husband to wife, parent to
child.
Husband to wife, did I say? Yes, that reminds me, I had
another mission at Shaolin during this pilgrimage. My
originally fellow employee, video editor extraordinaire,
Gary Shockley was going to get married to Lori White.
Most certainly you will remember Lori, IKF's Writer of
the Year. She wrote the following in her article in our
last issue, "I've seen it happen far too many times;
"I've seen it happen far too many times; one of my
fellow students at the kung fu studio finds a new boyfriend
or girlfriend or gets engaged or -- God forbid -- gets
married" (my emphasis). At Lam Kwoon, Gary and Lori
are fellow senior Shaolin instructors who have both been
teaching here for almost a decade. I have been blessed
to be able to share the Shaolin journey with them. We
three have all trained together since the late '80s (Gary
and I since the late '70s) as well as traveled together
to China together with Sifu Lam twice to compete and train.
Before I left my most recent trip to China, they asked
me to be minister at their wedding. Just like when Sifu
Lam asked me to be his employee, it was another honor
that I could not refuse. So I went to Shaolin bearing
with their written meditations about each other. My wife
and I learned this method from our Zen priest when we
took our vows. I promised Gary and Lori that I would offer
their meditations in the fires of a sacrificial burner
inside Shaolin Temple. Of course, this is not a conventional
or traditional practice (such is often the nature of Zen),
but it had meaning for all of us, one that I am sure that
all fellow martial artists can understand. I had to use
my Shaolin skills inside the temple to sneak them into
the burner when no one was looking.
But flashback to my last China trip for a peak moment.
A few days after Decheng passed me my baby's name, I would
find myself on a new frontier, the summit of Wudangshan,
China's next most famous martial mountain second only
to Shaolin's Song Mountain. This was uncharted territory
for me, full of promise and adventure. Few places exude
power like the summits of mountains, especially the sacred
martial mountains of China. From this lofty place, it
was as if one could see across time. As fate would have
it, I was there on an auspicious day for Y2K chiliasts
(millennium believers). It was 9/9/99, which is lucky
to the Chinese, because the word for nine sounds like
the word for longevity, but unlucky for chiliasts, because
it was the date that some computers were allegedly set
to fail. Did any fail? I don't know. I was on top of that
mystic mountain, deep in China. If all the computers failed
around the world, Wudangshan would remain relatively unaffected.
If you're really afraid of Y2K, go somewhere that doesn't
care. From Wudangshan, surrounded by a timeless heavenly
range and exquisite ancient temples, the very concept
Y2K is ridiculous. Computers crashing? It was absurd to
worry about the survival of something only a few decades
old as Wudangshan stood immovably beneath me to testify
its survival of thousands of years of history. By its
venerated calendar, next year is not Y2K, it is the year
of the dragon. Now dragons are another symbol of change.
They can represent transformation. For example, near Shaolin
Temple is Longmen, the dragon gate that crosses the Yellow
River, where it is said that a carp may be transformed
into a dragon if it can get across it. To me, that gate
is a metaphor for the martial arts. If we can pass through
that arduous task, we can become dragons from carp.
Indulge me in one more flashback to when I served as
minister for the transformation of Gary and Lori into
husband and wife. Theirs was a "martial arts"
wedding, held right here at Lam Kwoon. Some people get
married on roller coasters, others while parachuting from
airplanes, but Gary and Lori, they got to do it like a
Shaw Brother's movie. It was quite a day. Our whole school
came out to honor them in their martial arts finery. General's
Mandate played as the wedding march. The cake was in the
form of yin yang, and was cut with a straight sword. I
could finally don my full Shaolin robes and be the real
"fake" monk that I wanted to be in last issue's
column (I can just see those few remaining Shaolin critics
fuming at me for this one -- A monk with a pregnant wife!
What a fake! It brings me great joy. That's me, the real
"fake" monk, I'll cop to that anytime). Despite
the martial wackiness, their ceremony was full of good
humor, love and profound respect. During the ceremony,
Sifu Wing Lam's eyes were filled with joy, for just like
Wudangshan for me, this wedding was uncharted territory
for our school. He was beaming like a proud father, as
delighted as the rest of us that the martial journey could
bring us all here to such bliss. Our hall of war was transformed
into a hall of love.
If there is one constant in Buddhism, it is impermanence,
but perhaps even that could change. Senior monk Shi Su
Yun reminded me of this during my last visit to Shaolin.
The years were weighing heavily upon him now, so he greeted
me with the sobering Buddhist dictum "birth, death,
rebirth, no one escapes the wheel." From our all-powerful
computers to the ancient temples of China, no one and
nothing escapes change. But change can be positive, just
as the carp transforms into the dragon. We transform into
husbands and wives, parents and teachers, never regretting
the loss of carp in us.
As the millennium encroaches, Wing Lam Enterprises is
undergoing its own transformation. Onassis and I are leaving
the company. We will both continue to teach and train
here, guarding the northern and southern gates of Lam
Kwoon as we like to say, but we will no longer be involved
with the mail order company. Neither of us will be answering
the phone or emails anymore, something we will both miss.
Furthermore, I will step down from my position as Program
Director of the Wing Lam Kung Fu Federation, and a replacement
has yet to be decided. Onassis has found work as a choreographer
in independent film (so watch out Jackie, Jet and Sammo!)
I have accepted a position with TC Media as assistant
publisher of Kungfu Qigong Wushu Magazine. I think I can
speak for Onassis when I say it has been an honor for
both of us to serve our teacher, Sifu Wing Lam and a pleasure
to serve all of you. Your support and understanding, especially
during the infancy of this company, has been extraordinary.
We sincerely hope that you will continue to support Wing
Lam Enterprises into the next millennium.
So with Sifu Wing Lam's blessing, we walk off into the
sunset like Caine at the end of the episode. But not to
worry, next week is another episode. And next year is
a new season, since our series is far from cancelled.